HATE

by kelli bircket (Aries) - Not entered

hatred is a word i use to know.
it really wasn't that long ago.
but now it seems to drift away.
far from reach.  far away.
i still hate that we had to part,
but i really don't have hate in my heart.
i hate that things had to end.
i wish that we could still be friends.
i hate being apart, no longer close to you.
i hate the awkward feeling of not knowing what to do.
but mostly if feel happiness where hatred use to be.
happiness is so much better than this aching cruelity.
and it's so much greater to be apart,
then to feel the sadness you once put in my heart.
i know you don't hate me, i know this is true.
and though i get mad... i too, don't hate you.

Reason for writing:

    you know how when you break up with someone, you go through
this period where you hate them?  and then, it's like you
don't care anymore... like you don't even want to waste your
energy on hating them..... that's when you know you're
really over them!  and it's one of the best feelings in the 
world, to know that your back in control of your life!
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-02-12 16:21:19
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:59
Poem ID: 48785

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