if i can't have you, i'll still hold on to what we shared, though now it's gone. i love you, but you don't love me. why can't things happen? why can't things be? i'd hoped somehow that things would change. my heart's dissapointed, but i'm to blame. i knew the way you cared for me, was not how i would like it to be. you said before that we'd never work, now i feel like such a jerk. you said we're friends, and we'll always be. but i want more, can't you see? i knew this would happen, i told you it would. how could i believe that this could be good? i can't have you, so i took what i could get. hoping that you'd realize, for eachother, we are ment. you told me we'd be closer, and maybe we are. but a different close, i wanted, yet it seems so very far. you said you care for me, doesn't that mean alot? somehow i thought it did, still i hold on to what i got. you never made a promise, and i didn't even care. i thought surely you'd fall for me, after what we'd share. why didn't i listen to you? you told me straight out. i went ahead pretending, your words, i seemed to doubt. i hoped that once you shared with me, you'd fall in love so helplessly. but things remain like you said, and i can only dream love in my head. if i can't have you, my dream is gone. so to what we shared, i'll still hold on.Birth sign: Not entered
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