I HURT YOU SO MUCH

by jen taurus - Not entered




I HURT YOU SO MUCH


I hurt you so much.
I rebel to create a life.
It causes strings to break.
It causes ropes to tear.
I hurt you so much.

You fight to create peace.
As you start on the road to success,
I crumble all hope.
Do you not hate me?
You stay with me.
You love me.
I hurt you so much.

I have lost so much already.
You are all I have left.
You stay with me.
Although I hurt you so much.

You don't understand how much that means to me.
You don't understand how much I love you.
How can you continue to stand by my side?
Making me feel stronger.
Hopes continue to rip apart.
You are still there.
But I hurt you so much.

There seems not to be a care in your mind.
How can that be so.
You pull me together.
You protect me.
You comfort me.
You stand by my side.
I want to yell stop.
I don't deserve you.
I expected you to be gone long ago.
You are there.
I am there.
Why?
I hurt you so much.

Will you always be there.
I believe you will.
You have shown me.
You care.
After all that's gone down.
The hateful words from one close to your love,
Float by your ears.
You stay upbeat.
You stay calm.
You stay patient.
How?
How can I hurt you so much?

I do.
Boy, do I ever.
I place the situations in your hands.
Once they occur I try to step in,
But at that point they are in your hands.
Nobody knows that it is all me.
You are the angel.
I am the beast.
You are framed.
I am demanded to have nothing to do with the beastly angel.
They do not understand.
I am hurting you so much.

You deny it.
You call me your sweet.
I am not so sweet.
I love you so much.
How can I hurt the one I love so much.
I do it to be with you.
But the result is short.
I could wait,
But not at this point in time.
I need you now.
I run to you,
But you are hurt.
I hurt you so much.

I am so sorry my love.
Babah.
I want to be with you always.
Continue to ignore those hateful words.
I am selfish.
I need you.
You are the match that lights my candle.
You are the fire that burns in my heart.
You are so well,
But I hurt you so much.

I hope you can forgive me for the pain.
I will try.
Stay with me please.
I know you will.
My love for you is so strong that it causes you pain.
It hurts you so much.

Reason for writing:

    an interfering beast    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-02-15 14:59:29
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:07
Poem ID: 48810

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