opiate

by angel*taurus* - Not entered

empty
a shattered shell
of longing and love
once a beautiful thing
now sshivering and bare
and drowning in my own blood
and tears
all i want is you
is that too much to ask?
apparently so
i long for you 
to pick up the pieces
but it doesn't matter
nothing matters
life
love
death
three meaningless words
you can't live without love
and you can't love
when you're gone
incessant life
the ultimate punishment
thrust into an existance
i never really wanted
i just want to die
but your smile
opiates me
and compels me to
hold on for just one more day
of torture
and unintended emotional abuse
i just want to die

Reason for writing:

    there's this guy that i'm in love with and have been for over a year.
then one of my best friends decides she needs to go out with him.they also
feel the need to make out in front of me alot.it's fuct up and i now hate the
stupid bitch    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-02-23 19:03:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:01
Poem ID: 48883

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