Have you ever said something that you later regreted having said? If you have, then you can hopefully find a way to forgive me. When I told you it was over, I didn't know what I was saying. When you asked to remain friends, I thought I could handle it. Now I see that I was wrong. I never wanted it to end. I let my mind do the talking instead of my heart. This feeling inside is killing me. I realize now that we could never remain as just friends. I said I was afraid of loosing you, but I was really afaid of loving you. I was too busy looking out for myself, that I completely overlooked what I had. Every night and every day I wish I could take back the words that I said, because they are words I never meant to say.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this because I broke up with my boyfriend because I was afraid of commitment and I really missed him. (We did get back together later too).
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