we're over i am no longer half of a pair am i being narrow-minded for doubting that you care i feel stupid crying cause you didnt think i would it wasnt meant to be we'd have saved it if we could but i'm not that strong i'm sorry i never will be i didnt meet the expectations you had set for me why do you think that i'm numb and dont feel it makes me question if our relationship was real but i know you say it was and meant a lot words dont mean as much sometimes as the thought and its mostly undone unraveled and unsaid i wonder if your worth the tears that i shed my emptiness fills my void almost all the way i am so speechless though i have lots to say you used to understand and things will never be the same my heart is full of bleakness spiced up with my shame.
Reason for writing:
i lost something special over nothing at allBirth sign: Gemini
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