Broken

by Chelsea - Gemini

we're over i am no longer half of a pair
am i being narrow-minded for doubting that you care
i feel stupid crying cause you didnt think i would
it wasnt meant to be we'd have saved it if we could
but i'm not that strong i'm sorry i never will be
i didnt meet the expectations you had set for me
why do you think that i'm numb and dont feel
it makes me question if our relationship was real
but i know you say it was and meant a lot
words dont mean as much sometimes as the thought
and its mostly undone unraveled and unsaid
i wonder if your worth the tears that i shed
my emptiness fills my void almost all the way
i am so speechless though i have lots to say
you used to understand and things will never be the same
my heart is full of bleakness spiced up with my shame.

Reason for writing:

    
i lost something special over nothing at all
    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 1998-03-05 18:59:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:03
Poem ID: 48984

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