they said we're sorry i had heard this before but i was so young then it certainly didn't have the same effect before i didn't understand honey - you weren't meant to have children hold on to the one you have and hold him dear in your heart i didn't want anymore children i was too scared i was so sick for so long now that i have lost this precious little life that little girl it wasn't anything you did she never had a chance your body just rejected her honey - it was you or her and he needs you he's here already you should be thankful she's in heaven now no pain - no suffering where she will always be young and beautiful maybe she's the angel the one you've been needing and wanting for so long i just couldn't believe my ears they were burning with anger how could anyone anyone say all those things to someone that they do not know someone they really don't know i know how you feel it's devastating they have no clue absolutely not a clue in the world how it is to feel this way to have something taken from you something you didn't even think you were capable of then to find out it wasn't really there not in the full sense there are no words to make it better time heals
Reason for writing:
i wrote this while i was very hurt and angry in hopes that
it would begin a healing process about two years ago. it
seemed like nothing anyone said or did made it better. but
being able to write about the pain i was in was a great
release. for anyone who has ever lost, i really do know
how it feels, these words are real, you are all in my
thoughts. take the time you need, for me the only thing
that has helped is time.
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