Serxhing for words

by Xande/Scorpio - Not entered

Mabye the stars could tell me which way to go...	
I smile when I see you happy.
If I spoke my emotions, I would just be hurting myself.
So I won`t
-Could you see yourself-
But I won`t go there.
I`d alienate us,
And I don't want that.
I just want to be there for you when you need comfort.
Making you smile...
(Can I draw you?)
I want to immortalize you by my hand.
(Or at least as long as the paper lasts)
So the memory might live.
You can't see what I'm trying to say.
Because I don`t really know myself.
So I'll just stop...
Until I know what I feel.	

Reason for writing:

    	I wrote this poem because I needed a way to let out what I was feeling for this girl I dated once. I thought she was out of my mind and life forever, until I ended up attending the same college as her. Emotions came back that I didn't want, so I had to put them somewhere...    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-12 17:02:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:04
Poem ID: 49022

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