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by Nikki - Not entered

I bow my head
And begin to weep
Death is dancing
At my feet
My mind is raging
Heart is racing
As the blade falls from my hand

I fall to the floor
In a puddle of blood
My face, my clothes,
Covered in blood
My body is limp,
My wrists are sore
I crawl to my bed

As I lay there, un-moving
Shadows soothing
Darkness drinking me up
As I feel my body drain
My blood is red
Im almost dead
I thought as my eyes slammed shut

I woke the next morning
Upset to be alive
I could barely move
My body covered in hives
They think Im crazy
They yell aimless ley
To tell how scared they are
I think, what about me?

I was scared
I cried
I almost died
All they can do is yell?

Im in my own hell
I tried to excape
But Im trapped forever..

Reason for writing:

    Im a manic depressive, and I hit rock bottom and tried to 
comitt suicide by slitting my wrists because I tried pills 
and they didn't work the first time, so I figured slitting 
my wrists would...    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-15 18:18:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:04
Poem ID: 49046

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