A love of my own

by Cathy CANCER - Not entered

a sunny day
a wavy beach
the sun approaches 
beyond my reach

i seek to yonder
the inner self
of my obairence
of my love to seek...

you only described
my heart and soul
but you missed 
my love alone

can i bare you
all this hurtness inside
do you even wonder
the shame that lies

the love we had
you despised
we made it happen
you left it behind

when you left me
it made no sense
when i left you
it made sense

i am finding out
what i missed before
and you know what
i missed to much

i was lost when you left me
i was dazed and confused
i was heartbroken and torn
all because of you

not no more
never again
i have gained many things
i have gained my pride

i will live my life
 without you
i will set my goals
without you
i will love again
with you in my past

a sunny day
a wavy beach
the sun approaches
beyond my reach

do i hate you?
no
do i miss you?
no
do i love you
yes

i will live my life
with you in my past
a new day is born
a new love is welcome.......

Reason for writing:

    i wrote this poem because i was heart very badly on april 22, 1981 . i am writing to put this experience behind me...
if you wanna talk poetry or anything email me i am a friend
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-23 19:18:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:05
Poem ID: 49122

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