Empty

by Katy (Aquarius) - Not entered

Empty

My world is just an empty place
Where people come and go	
And just where am I going?
My God, I just don't know.

Confusion seems to rule
I don't know what to do
All that I can think about
Is I believed in you.

I tried my very hardest
To get you to love me
I gave you my very best
And now you have hurt me.

I hurt down to my soul
I hurt an unknown pain
I kissed the ground you walked on
I should truly be ashamed.

I should be ashamed of myself
For letting you do this to me
I never should have thought
You'd ever be good for me.

I should have listened to all the warnings
From friends and foes as well
But I thought that I could handle myself
And now it's all gone to Hell.

I let you open the gates
That had been shut for, oh, so long
And now I sit here singing 
This sad and lonely song.

I know I did my very best
I tried with all my might
I tried to make you happy
Nothing ever turns out right.

No matter what I do
No matter what I say
It is always wrong
And you chose not to stay.

I will never again be happy
I let you ruin all that for me
I will never again relax
Or be the best that I can be.

It is all a hopeless dream
I wish it would all fade away
But I will always love you
Until my dying day.

You can do no wrong
No matter how wrong you do
In my eyes you're the only one
That can take away my blue.

The seasons, yeah, they're changing
But one thing remains the same
I will always love you
No matter what your game.

Reason for writing:

    Comments appreciated!  I wrote this after the breaking up with someone special.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-23 22:09:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:05
Poem ID: 49126

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