Tired I am tired of waiting For something good to be When I need to accept the fact That what is now is me. I can never be happy Misery is all I'll know Unhappiness and lies It all just seems to grow. How come am I so stupid? How can I be so weak? Why do I have to pay the price For the love I desperately seek? I guess that I can never have The love I long to feel My heart is like an open book There's nothing here to steal. I guess I'm truly easy I've nothing left to gain Daily I feel my torture I'm driving me insane. Every day I feel a pain That few will ever know I smile when others are around I simply cannot let it show. I know that I am not okay I feel I'm falling fast I'm heading down a winding road That leads straight to my past. I guess I shouldn't go there It only hurts me more I know the wounds are present And they hurt down to my core. What in the Hell am I doing? I even ask this of myself I feel much like a raggedy doll That's been placed upon a shelf. Tomorrow holds no future It all remains the same I've always been a token In someone's silly game. Every time I try to make A difference in my life Someone always comes along To contribute to my strife. And now it is because of this I'm breaking at the heart I've hit the very bottom My world is torn apart.
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