bevelled

by Morgaine Monday - Gemini - Not entered

i saw her throught the bevelled glass door.  
i hadn't seen sunshine before.
now you can sit on a mountain
feel the breeze touch you
dance on the wind.
the lonely soul torn down
tumbleweed 
tumble
she smiled leaning with languid ease
then i shifted my stance
she let me in  
the physical affection
have sustained no long-term effects
the emotional ramification
cannot, as of yet
be predicted
the only prescription for
such ailment
surrender
she is far from me now
she is close in me now
i want to be alone
i want to hurt the world
that has hurt me so
and if she is gone
i can blame her
for the pain
i can put this
anger 
in a concrete frame
i saw her cry for me
i heard her breath terror
she could feel the
affliction inside me
the scars on the outside 
yeah, 
they're healing
the wound inside
festers and swells
and won't let her in

now i am truly 
lonely
now i am happy that
she is free
why won't she go
because she just won't close the bevelled glass door.

Reason for writing:

    For a friend who while recovering from a horrible accident, 
found a great love.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-26 16:39:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:06
Poem ID: 49145

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