The Last Ride

by Phil - Gemini - Not entered

T H E  L A S T  R I D E

As through the lonely streets I drive,
I feel that sunshine left my life,

And all the joy will be no more,
My life is nothing but a bore.

I'm by myself and all alone,
Feel no desire to go home.

I feel so lonely I could die,
Because her love was just a lie.

She hurt me badly deep inside,
Her true emotions she did hide,

Instead of love she just felt hate,
But I loved her - that was my fate.

While I could feel a fire burn,
This feeling she did not return.

One single word destroyed my hope,
With this I can no longer cope.

And thus I start to scream and shout,
But all in vain - there's no way out.

I've lost my faith in all my friends,
But that is on what life depends.

So to suffer I am damned
as lust for life for me is banned.

I feel the torture in my head,
And I think, soon I will be dead.

I feel like blind because a tear
Is in my eyes - but there's no fear.

This is the last ride I will take
Tomorrow I will not awake.

(c) by Phil, a.k.a. one of
THE POETS OF DARKNESS
this poem is dedicated to Katharina

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this at 4 o'clock in the night, after I came back from a dark but beautiful party...
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-03-30 16:38:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:07
Poem ID: 49181

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