The dangerous pain rips through thy vains. The sorrow in thy heart no longer exists! Now all thy heart feels is remorse and shame. I clench thy teeth yet I feel nothing as Thy hand balls up into a fist. Thy sharp razor blade nails slice into thy soft flesh as blood oozes slowly down thy wrist. Thy darkened blood softly drips into a puddle on the cold floor. I shiver in fear and wish My Love or Friends would soon be near. Thy angered mind races with evil thoughts. Thy raging pulse quickens with every breath. My good sence vanishes into thin air and is quickly replaced with burning rage. I cannot breath! I gasp for air yet none is there. Thy face turns to a beat red. The world starts to spin slowly then faster and faster. Thy head pounds with a sharp unbearable pain. Oh how I wish to go outside to be in the relaxing rain! I am letting my emotions get the best of me! I do not know what to do. Oh how I wish for My Love and Friends to soon be near! No one comes for I am all alone, so very alone. Thy eyes water in lonely fear. Thy tears soften thy angered cheeks. I start to cry histaricaly. I supprisingly stumble thy way into an empty and dark room. To thy supprise there was a sink near by. I washed thy blood stained hands. I rinced thy face and came to a conclusion: I will not kill myself, instead I will let myself die on the inside. Thy soul will vanish but I do not care for I am going no where. Now i just pray all will leave me be So I may silently cry to myself as I die Knowing that very few may save me.
Reason for writing:
I saw some people arguing one day...and the day before one of my friends got into a fight. I was frustrated and I was having a bad day...so I started to write and that is what poured out.
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