'Till death do us part...or before then

by The Masked Bard--Cancer - Not entered

My love, I miss you so much.
	Why did you leave with out saying Good Bye?
        Why did you have to make me cry?

	It's so unbearably cold.
	I'm so frighthened, I fear for my life.
        I'm all alone, so very alone. 
	My inner peace has left me.
        The world is now against me.
	
        Now, I only know of pain:
	Pain which tears my heart into tiny pieces,
	Pain which rips throughout my dying soul,
	Pain which haunts my dreams night after night,
	Pain which is as thick as gold,
	Pain which i fear will never go away.
	
        My love, I need you now more then I ever have           before.
	I wish you were here to open my door.
       Yet you are not here and never will be forever more.
	You are gone, you left without saying GoodBye.
	You are no longer here for you lost our love at sea.

	Only your memories live on inside me.
	So, now I sit here in fear.
        I hold my dear memories close
	And dream of the day I may see you again.
        Until then, as a token of my ungreatful gratitude,
        I will die within.

Reason for writing:

    I was upset, bored, and mabye a lil' depressed. It was either write about it or end up killing myself...since I can't stomach the fact that if I kill myself others will suffer (which I do not wish upon others) I decided to write...
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-04-03 20:34:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:07
Poem ID: 49228

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