My Pain

by Heidi Timmerman - Not entered

All the pain and fury comes from one man, but really from inside
He maybe the source but you are the only solution
The man who lives without himself, lives with no one else
He causes pain and fury on everyone else, because he himself knows nothing else
For this man to live with others could be so easy
He must just open up and see the light, the light of others, the light of himself
Then and only then he may be whole, himself together.....
I've never seen one so incomplete to harm others and be so harsh
But really all in all he hurts himself the most
To live forever with knowing of all the pain and hurt everyone feels towards him
I could never live on another day knowing and feeling what he does
He locks it all up inside so no one else can see
But then tells lies of what he did to make it seem all good
Everyone believes this man, the man without a heart
I dont know why no one else can see the truth the real people see
Look into his eyes and you will see absolutely nothing
Believe me you wont be pleased
You can see how scared he is inside but not on the outside
He thinks he is tough but not to me, he covers it all with that macho man stuff
He really needs someone or something to really knock him back on track
Whatever it is it has to be big because he has really swong off track
I pray every night for him to be good and to be nice to everyone
And hopefully one of these days he sees the light before he goes off and does something he cant fix
It better be soon and really quick
Because every once and awhile you can see the fire burning behind his eyes
Something bad must have happened to make him be this way
And hopefully he can over come this fear and stop conflicting pain and hurt
And making others live in fear and bear more hurt inside.

Reason for writing:

    The reason i wrote this was to let my feelings out about
a guy i know who has caused pain on many here in my 
life.

And the reason i submitted this is because a very special
person in my life does submit his poetry too and he 
convinced me to too.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-04-13 23:30:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:09
Poem ID: 49315

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