Losing The Fight

by Elysia "ely" Rashid - Taurus

I'm losing the fight
To myself
I'm losing the fight
And ruining my health
I know it's not good
But it can't be bad
It makes me feel happy
Not sad
It's healthier
Than any man can be
It helps me
Through my state of misery
It's not for Matt
It's me I'm doin' it for
And unlike most guys
It doesn't make me feel like a whore
One day
I'll win this fight
But until then
Trust me it'll be all right

Reason for writing:

    To my friend Genevieve Ketterer who knows a little secret about me... that nobody else knows but Eric Berry so i guess it's to eric too! email me if you wanna!    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 1998-04-16 22:04:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:10
Poem ID: 49345

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