I was completely wrong And now you are gone I know I blew my top I’m sorry I just could not stop I was completely depressed Having very little rest My dreams came crashing down I had no one else around I had to shout I needed to get it out Why don’t you understand This was something I had to demand My emotions I could no longer fight I could longer keep them out of sight Being close to the point of no return I needed someone that would be concerned Of this desperate demand I thought you would understand It was not me that night The person you knew was out of sight That night a rational mind I could not not find Given time The life I would have taken Would have been mine Because you stayed I lived to see this day You will never understand By answering that demand My life I owe The appreciation I’ll never be able to show Even though I pushed you away By the way I acted that day This is something I will repay
Reason for writing:
I pushed to hard on a friend. She stuck around even though I was a complete asshole one night. The words I said to get her to stay ended up pushing her away. I don't blame her for leaving not after the way I acted. I owe her my life and if it is the last thing I ever do I will repay her for it. Comments Always Welcome.
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