I have these feelings. No one knows what they are but me I started to have these feelings when you left All of those feelings built up over all this time There are so many of them One part of me hates you for leaving so soon Didn't even say good-bye Just left Then another part of me is happy for you You have no more pain No more feeling sick all the time Not knowing when it was going to kick in Always trying to stay strong Then there is a part of me that is sad I cry Missin gyou all the time Everything makes me think about you Then I cry some more Sometimes I wonder why I cry so much Then it hits me I have lost one of the most important people in my life One who is no longer there when i really need him I will talk to you Hoping you will talk back Then I say to my self give it up he is gone Then I think I think he is not gone, He just is not present He is there It is just that no-one can see him He really cares He really listens Then I stop crying I know you are there when I need you I may not be able to see you I may not be able to hear you But I know you are standing right there All of the time Always listening to me Talking to me I hate you no more Because I know you will never leave me
Reason for writing:
I wrote this poem to share with people how I feel about my step-father's death. I wanted everyone to know how I am feeling. It is hard to talk about his death so I wrote about it.
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