You don't You tell me that you know You know what I'm thinking You know how I am feeling You sit there with a expression on your face That you think looks good But it just shows your ignorance And how far away you are from the truth I sit here and wonder Why am I wasting my time? Trying to explain You have never been out in the cold Alone Seeing how others Turn away from you And walk away You sit there Telling me about yourself Trying to be my friend I hide behind a smile And understanding eyes But inside I feel How the bitterness Wells up inside me I've been out there Trying to mix with those animals But all it gave me was humiliating Confusion I try to find words But I can't And it hurts I wander around I haven't lost my mind yet I don't know why My thoughts they plague me I don't listen, I don't know I don't care The hell you tell me that you can see I live there The thoughts I have The feelings Make me feel Lonely But when I go out To find somebody that understand Then I really understand How lonely I am It's better to Walk away And just be by myself I've got a hole inside Deep inside Sometimes I have to hide Sometimes happens All the time But here I sit Eye to eye With you You don't know me Don't know what I feel What I think You don't know the hell I had to go through Only I Know how I feel Only I Know how I am As long as I don't loose my grip Nobody can beat me Without my self respect I mind as well give up
Reason for writing:
It's impossible to know what others feel.....Birth sign: Not entered
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