You don't

by johan - Not entered

You don't

You tell me that you know
You know what I'm thinking
You know how I am feeling
You sit there with a expression on your face
That you think looks good
But it just shows
your ignorance
And how far away you are from the truth

I sit here and wonder
Why am I wasting my time?
Trying to explain 
You have never been out in the cold
Alone
Seeing how others
Turn away from you
And walk away

You sit there
Telling me about yourself
Trying to be my friend
I hide behind a smile
And understanding eyes
But inside I feel
How the bitterness
Wells up inside me

I've been out there
Trying to mix with those animals
But all it gave me was humiliating
Confusion
I try to find words
But I can't 
And it hurts

I wander around
I haven't lost my mind yet
I don't know why
My thoughts they plague me
I don't listen, I don't know
I don't care
The hell you tell me that you can see
I live there

The thoughts I have
The feelings
Make me feel 
Lonely
But when I go out
To find somebody that understand
Then I really understand
How lonely I am

It's better to
Walk away
And just be by myself
I've got a hole inside
Deep inside
Sometimes I have to hide
Sometimes happens
All the time

But here I sit
Eye to eye
With you
You don't know me
Don't know what I feel
What I think
You don't know the hell
I had to go through

Only I
Know how I feel
Only I
Know how I am
As long as I don't loose my grip
Nobody can beat me
Without my self respect
I mind as well give up

Reason for writing:

    It's impossible to know what others feel.....    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-04-30 15:46:26
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:12
Poem ID: 49447

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