A boy or girl I will never know, only that you would be four years old. So scared to choose which way I should go, my feelings for you were very cold. I did not think as I should have done before I ended an angel's life. Taken from me, you're forever gone but still you are with me all the time. I accept that it was a mistake for me to take your own life away. A choice I wish that I had not made because it will haunt me everyday. I can never tell you how I feel or just what that choice has put me through, but now I know what I did was kill. I regret not giving life to you! Copyright 1998 by Bobbie J. Brown
Reason for writing:
A past experience that (at the time) I never thought would have such an impact on my life. Now I am trying to find a way to forgive myself so that I can let it go.
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