It's myself whom I despise, can you see it there in my eyes? light has left me, shadows remain my emptiness words cannot explain why do you think you can read my mind? inside it's blank, you must be blind blinded by who i am not, but what i seem my life's just a clouded over dream and i ponder how long it will take before i'm brave enough to wake but in my time i will bide and in the shadow's i still hide drowning in misery created by fate and still practicing my self-hate
Reason for writing:
i The feelings of loneliness and hating who i am inspire my poetry.
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