Your Christian Dior

by Nora--(cancer) - Not entered

I was certain.
That you loved me.
And one day changed
my certainty.
And I was affected.
I was embellished,
in your presence.
And one day
the ugliness in you,
changed it all.
And I was afflicted.
It was simple.
It was unfair.
I remember the rage.
I remember your jacket,
your Christian Dior.

I was sure.
That you were sure.
And Jennifersaid,
she was sure of it too.
But I lost her first.
And then I lost you.
And I was affected.
I was content.
In the rain,
you were all a boy,
could hope to be.
And you were mine.
But you weren't.
And I was afflicted.
I remember the sadness.
I remember the grief.
I remember your jacket,
your Christian Dior.
I was only kidding,
when I said
I never gave a shit.
I am so affected.

I remember the softness,
of your hands,
on a Sunday morning.
And the blue in your eyes,
that turned yellow,
in the sun.
I am so affected by your absence.

I remember the goodness
in your smile.
Yes, you were everything.
I remember we counted 
the days.
We counted the days.
I am still counting the days.
I remember your jacket.
Your Christian Dior.
Your Christian Dior.

Nora 


Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem for ANDY he used to always wear this christian dior jacket. And we used to count how many days we were together.it is a tragic tale. long story.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-05-22 04:45:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:15
Poem ID: 49641

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