The fallen angel returns to her cell and lies down in her bed she stares blankly at the wall and begins to reminisce about the past that is dead. Oh God, why do I have to be a fallen angel? what do I have left to sacrifice? I'm staring up at an illusionary blue sky. As I sink into wisdom that will never be tried I cry tears of understanding in the wake of night. A fallen angel, not once but twice not once but twice, not once but twice. I'm walking down this road all alone no place to go to, no place to call home. I need shoulder to cry on... My heart is bleeding with pain As I remember what I've done. There is no undoing what is past no unloading of a fired gun. Oh God, why do I have to be a fallen angel? What do I have left to sacrifice? I'm staring up at an illusionary blue sky. As I sink into wisdom that will never be tried I cry tears of understanding in the wake of night. A fallen angel, not once but twice not once but twice not once but twice. I can't stop the words that run through my veins, I can't stop these thought that invade my brain. Why do I lose my sight so easily? Why can't I do what's right and be free? I try to explain to all those eyes that stare at me, Masked faces the probe to understand What has been lost.... Redeeming faith in a Savior for a cost. I want to quit playing this game of hide and go seek; to understand myself what has been lost, what use to be... A redeeming faith unseen. Oh God, why do I have to be a fallen angel? What do I have left to sacrifice? I'm staring up at an illusionary blue sky. As I sink into wisdom that will never be tried, I cry tears of understanding in the wake of night. A fallen angel, not once but twice not once but twice not once but twice Come home to me I am our sacrifice I paid the total price Salvation in me my fallen angel Wander no more in a lost sea. I am in you~ Let go and be free.
Reason for writing:
I just want some feed back from fellow writers.
I love writing, maybe one day I will get something
published. We can all hope, can't we?
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