Lost in confusion and drowning in dismay, losing my religion, mindlessly I must betray, do my eyes deceive me or am I blind once more, taking on this illimitable pain and still I am tore, reading into what should not be there at all, running from my sadness, climbing the incessant wall, incoherent are those thoughts that live with me, prompting me that nothing will ever be free, decisions, decisions, no possibilities I can base as fact, was it always this dream of time that I lacked, indecision is now my internal friend forever and a day, infinity holds the keys to all wrath and cure to my soul’s decay, turning in circles of everlasting dread and fear, but turn away from me and don’t shed a tear, I’ve chosen this path that I must complete before I’m through, your still not mine, my love, my fear, but that is nothing new, alive, yet barren, my soul cries out to the sky, prayers to my fallen father, consoling for the agony to die, with my final breath, I speak your name, hoping forever, that you could love me just the same...Birth sign: Aries
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