Searching

by Jada Andrews - Capricorn

I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.
I've forgotten how to believe
That my dreams are coming true.
I've lost my direction again,
And I don't know where to go.
And there's no one who can tell me
Or lead me to my destination,
Because I don't even know anymore
What that destination is.

I used to have dreams of love
And of finding someone true.
I dreamt of someone caring for me,
And then realized it was you.
I came to you in search of myself,
But you didn't even look my way,
And so I continued on my journey,
And I soon found myself lost,
In search of the very soul that I 
So desperately hoped you could 
Help me to find.

Every now and then I look back,
And remember your sweet smile,
And as tears well up in my eyes,
I pause to remember for a while.
But like always I continue on,
And begin my search again,
Because if you can't help me 
To find myself,
There has to be someone who can.
And somehow, someday, I'll find them.
I just hope they're more willing to help me
Then you were.

-Jada Marie Andrews 
6-9-98

Reason for writing:

    A great journey of the soul on a search for myself.  Let me
know what you think...  =)    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 1998-06-11 13:36:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:19
Poem ID: 49851

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