Azure shadows Come creeping from the west In faded echoes Of pretenses that never rest I am wondering What's in this heart of mine Outside it's thundering And lightning shreds the sky... And as I ponder Of what is going on I can only wonder Between the plains of right and wrong It is confusing The bearer of pain And rights abusing Until at last everyone is slain... I know what I once felt Planned out every card dealt Now the future's twisting Familiar faces shifting now... So still I'm thinking Of what is going on The ships are sinking As they have been all along What is reality And what is just a game And who is truly me Or have I stayed the same? True selves are hiding In such a sweet disguise Can you be deciding By merely looking through my eyes I question intentions The things I never knew And it's this mention That's ripping me apart from you Head filled with ache Loneliness and heartbreaks Can't tell what's true Looking back...to them and you... Now the world is spinning, I feel myself crumble and break The realm is collapsing under this black crushing weight And I don't know.... Can't let it go... And in the voice of my pretense I scream outloud... I miss who I once was Innocence and sympathy Never scarred by black intent Bitterness or pity Yet now the anger rages deep I cannot see it's origin What could have been sown to reap What is now beginning? Wings broken through my insides Used to yearn, but it hides Cut myself on strings That spun me from the dreamscape... Wondering if I will cry Wondering if you'll say goodbye And I wonder if everything Is so much more that I can take... I'm falling apart... Clutch my crystal heart Such a wonderous piece of art And before you choose to depart Please take a part...now.
Reason for writing:
Hurt Ache Longing Remorse Regression Wonder Confusion
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