Last night i faced wretched truth, i am a monster, i do not deserve what i get i try to drink it all away, but i get no answers that will let, me know it's okay, i know it's not i've been a horrible friend i've been an unfaithful lover these torn feelings make me want the end so i see the bottom of the bottle and to God above i pray if i just keep on drinking all these problems will go away they all claim to me i'm changing i feel i'm left behind they live their lives without me taken for granted is how i find please help me now, who'd left or am i going to fall, as faster the room is spinning and you all turn your head as i fall
Reason for writing:
Alone, i try to drink, and i think i have a problem, but if i only knew what was wrong with me it would be ok. but last night at a party i dumped my boyfriend, then drank, and no one wanted to talk because i was to tanked to understand but i was lonely and desperate and all my friends say i am changing, and yet thay all say i am lucky, and no one ever seem \s to understand me, but i have come to know that i cannot drink, and i will stop...someday
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