Tear Filled Eyes

by Leigh Libra - Not entered

I thought of you today and my eyes began to fill with tears
I wondered why you had to suffer so
I wondered why God let you endure so much
My heart was troubled and I started to doubt
That God was truly taking care of you
The phone began to ring and I came out of my reverie
The voice on the other end said you were dong better
And soon would be doing fine
Relief flooded my soul and joy overwhelmed me
For one more time God had taken care of you
Then came the day the doctors said you wouldnt be fine
You could no longer live
My heart nearly stopped and I began to cry
How could this be the end...How could you leave me
Then you were gone
I sobbed No Lord you cant take him
Then I heard a soft still voice whisper to me
Now I can truly take care of him
I thought of you today and I began to smile as I said
Thank you Lord for taking such good care of my DAD  

Reason for writing:

    My father Estol meant a lot to me and my family
He spent many years fighting heart and stroke problems.
Many a time he would go to the hospital and we thought it was the end but he would fight back and go home from the hospital. He loved life and he loved his family.Then he was gone but I finally realized that God could take care of him now.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-06-17 12:07:16
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:20
Poem ID: 49919

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