An Apology

by Breeze/Virgo - Not entered

I feel like I should die
But instead I just cry
for all the things I've done
that hurt almost everyone

I want to run away 
or turn back a day
when life was just right
and there was no stupid fight
Between the people I cared for
but now they'll be literally sore

And thought I started it
all I can do is watch and sit 
just waiting for the outcome
about something so dumb

Sorry is all I can say
But it still won't change the day
I made the mistake of my life
and stabbed my boyfriend with a knife

Iam sorry for ever drinking
in my own guilt Iam sinking
Iam sorry for the empty kiss
But it's your hug that I miss

Iam sorry for not talking 
about the things that sent walking
But I don't know how to make it right
I can't change last Saturday night

So please forgive me
Iam the sorriest I'll ever be

Reason for writing:

    The reason I wrote this poem is because I cheated on my 
boyfriend one night when I was drunk. He broke up with
me and I miss so much. Because for some reason I love him.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-06-17 17:19:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:20
Poem ID: 49927

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