Hello, my angel. It's been so long since we last spoke. So much has happened to me. Good and bad. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore My emotions confuse me. I love, but I have no one to love. I long, but no one to long for. I need, but am never fulfilled. I wake up every day, with no particular reason. I go about my daily business…as always, Repetitive to no end. I wave to people I see in the halls, But seem to blend somehow into the wall, Because they don't seem to notice me. I go home to the same house, Same night after lonely night. Oh, my angel, why not me? With everything I have to offer someone… Why can no one love me? I would walk a thousand miles, Write a thousand poems, Buy a thousand roses, Or just sit and stare into his eyes all night, If he wanted. But there is no he And I don't see anyone lining up To take on his place… My angel, you must have been pretty busy lately, I've needed you by my side a quite a bit. To light my way along this road, The night threatening to take me, And lose me in the dark. In my eternal night, you are the only thing I have to light my way. Oh, my angel, I don't know what I would do Without your light. One day I shall thank you, I'm sure. But for now, I struggle to keep myself From losing you completely… I'll thank you for my life later, When I finally look back on it And truly see what you've done. But for now, I only have the time To weep, and wish I was ok again. Please help it be ok again. You're the only one who can. Please… -Jada Marie Andrews 6-10-98
Reason for writing:
It just came to me one night...out of nowhere. Sometimes
the best poems write themselves.
Birth sign: Capricorn
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