Growing Down

by Emily Simon (saggitarius) - Not entered

Growing Down

Yesterday I walked outside
and smelled familiar things
Salty play-doh, burning leaves
and other kiddie things

My walk took me around the block
and past several houses I know,
I saw their kids playing outside
making snowmen in the snow

I felt a pang of self-regret
that I'm not still a kid
I used those days up long ago
childhood from which I hid

But then I realized something grand
that I am still a child
my dreams are young and unafraid
my spirit still is wild.

Maybe on the outside 
I have purple hair and nails
but just because I have a facade
doesnt mean God left out details.

So I walked back home to my little house
and sat upon my bed
and pulled out my Little Ponies
and Paddington's hatted head.

I pulled out Goodnight Moon and read
I had some fun with Bert
I put on bandaids just to look cool
even if it didn't hurt.

Yes, I'm growing down, it's true,
not sadly, but with pride,
though I may rough on the edges
I'm just a kid inside.

Reason for writing:

    OK, I am still techincally a kid, actually a teenager but
I was thinking it seems like once teenagerhood rolls around
then you no longer feel like a kid, at least not on the outside,
like me, but we all are, and its kind of like a teenager- or- mother
thing. Whoa. That was a mouthful.

    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-06-18 16:01:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:21
Poem ID: 49945

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