I should have bitten my lip and held back my cold words they reached out and twisted in you like icy tounges stabbing and turning in your flesh i am sorry it hurt you this way, i just wanted you to see the misery i felt i love you like you are my world, and i can be no one without you i didn't mean it, and now it's too late your eyes are blank, you scowl at mention of my name i pushed it too far, sure i was mad, but if i would have known what this would have done it would be different, now it is all chaos, nothing is the same i am lost, without you, my conscionce, i cannot leave my shell i hurt you , i'm sorry, now it's over, and i did not mean it please forgive me, PLEASE! without you, i may as well die wihtout you i am nothing but this pile of tears and hate maybe..it's all i deserve to be................
Reason for writing:
Today i said a lot of hurtful things to my best friends Michael JAmes MArtin, and if i would have known he would have taken it so bad, i would have bottled it up and not said it. without him i am no one, and i cannot bear myself for what i have said. i am sorry mike, i love you...i'm sorry
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