Pushing Away

by Annika-Scorpio - Not entered

You say that I am so lucky
Which I may be in your eyes
But I want someone in my life who won't make me cry.
And someone who will always be there.
Someone not like you.I have abandoned hope that we will ever be close again
And that's okay.
Because I can no longer trust your words anyway.
Why can't you just admit you were wrong,
Instead of always blaming me?
I feel so alone
And of course it's my fault.
I'm an outcast in my 'family'
And I'm glad.
I'm glad I'm not good enough and never will be.
At least my words are honest
Even if you don't listen 
You never do.
I don't really want me life to end, I just dream of having a new one,
Cause I didn't expect this one to be such hell.

Reason for writing:

    Reflection of my family.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-06-23 14:33:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:22
Poem ID: 49992

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