The storm is forming above my cradle tonight, I thought I had fought my demons, but I was not right, with the glimpse of hope and paranoid thoughts I fell, will I ever be able to fully escape from my personal hell? Some how I felt like something was different, not the same, but I was not surprised when the truth of reality came, lost again, but this time I will be found, I will not fail, I learned my lesson once, a distressing and endless tale, justified only by the scars driven into my frail heart, am I so unstable that at the sound of you name I fall apart? No longer do I know what I want, is it you that I long for, or someone else that I could in time completely adore? Soon I’ll find out the truth because I can not go on like this, it’s like a dart with poisonous tip shot from an angel’s kiss, release my demons and tell me you love me no more, stab at my essence and corrupt me right to the core, either I want to hold you close or push you far away, tell me soon, this agony I feel is something I was willing to pay, but how much more can I take when you ignore my calls? Contradicting viewpoints are written upon my empty walls, is one of the infinite beliefs right and my liberating key, Or is this how it will always and forever be destine to be? Wisdom is not an option for me, I must follow my dreams, blocking out the cries that warn me and the remorseful screams, I need to find out before I can move on once and for all, until I know for fact, I shall be foreordain to remain to fall...Birth sign: Aries
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