Gray stone...and flowers, sunshine and silence-- and you, gone from this earth... how can I ever breathe again? You-such a lively, glowing being, surrounded always in a blaze of love... Days will never flow so easy again, and I will never let your memory slide- only hold you so close to my heart, and whisper how life could have been. And now, I sit and feel the guilt- all the things I held in, despite all the things I actually said-- too much I never told you, too little I ever showed you... and it's too late, I will never be able to stroke your hair in soft moonlight or hear your laughter spin lightly through the breeze. For you...you're so very gone, and I may only hang my head with an extreme sadness and shame- you deserved so much more than what I gave... I sit with hands to face- tell me this isn't so, tell me you aren't gone... I fear that I will never be me again, not without you. You were my light, my sharer in new dreams and hopes- and we built so many... smiled welcoming to future days- nights when I could hold you, when time would stand still for us-- and our hearts would lie open for each to see. But now, you're gone... and the breath is gone from my lungs-- and I can't see, and I can't hear... and I don't want to. Because without you, I don't want anything. I don't want anything.Birth sign: Not entered
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