Sometimes it is better never to say anything at all But I can't stop letting this happen Someday I'll learn not to be so stupid and I won't make the same mistake again. That someday isn't today. I wish it was. God I wish it was. I'm going to push away from you for now Because I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore And you deserve so much better Time apart is the only way I can straighten out the thoughts in my head. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I still love you Though you may not believe me right now. I could never regret what we've shared Because it's been the best time of my life But I'm going to say good-bye now on good terms Because that's the way I want to remember you. As my best friend, as my boyfriend, as my lover. I hope one day I'll realize how good I had it and when I do you'll still be in my life.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this the on the 4th of July. It's about July 3rd when I got drunk w/h a bunch of people I didn't know and had sex w/h 2 of them. I wrote this when I was trying to decide if I should break up with my boyfriend or not over what I did. I love him so much and I know I'll be hurting both of us over me being so stupid.
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