Passage

by Sanghamitra Roychowdhury - Not entered

Passage


My sermons were packaged pretensions of being porcelain 
Like carefully crafted china dolls and Meissen figurines on mantelpieces
Rehearsed catechisms served as reminders, or remainders
Of the miniature morsels of myself, monotonously recycled like paper.

Other nuns said confusion was collapsing my cathedral of chastity
While setting skies were draped with palpable black scarves
I ceased to be cloistered or covered in monastic clothing, picturing
Peace in using pectoral creams while with whores wearing 
Wonder-bras or silicon implants like believable, seductive substitutions.

Steeples as sharpened pencils penetrated what was labeled as prestigious passages 
Their pushed out penises didn't pay to probe my programmed patterns 
And semen wasn't script or controlled calligraphy from fountain ink but

Traced stencil lettering engraved and scattered across my bare body
Bathed in blood emerging from hymens no longer unhampered or unhindered
Bruises remained where regret and repentance had cut like razors.

Fingers tainted with the hue of hushed trysts on tiled floors were really
Cluttered corridors of my mind failing to forget the fragments of a lost oath 
Our hemispheres collided and underwent continental shifts the night I conceived
Gestures altered the geography and the texture of the topography of our terrain.

Gothic pillars were glass prisms refracting crimson morning and holes in
Comforters showered remembered springtime scents and kisses as we had made love
I ripped apart blankets of indecency and indiscretion with vengeance and grief
While hearing the thunderous trundle of your heels scrape against the layers of my heart.
 

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Date created: 1998-07-22 17:14:14
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:26
Poem ID: 50219

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