Exposure

by Sanghamitra Roychowdhury - Not entered


 Exposure 

I was Dracula's dream child, carrying on a diabolical dynasty
Everyday I'd walk alone throughout fictitious, fantasy worlds 
Like Transylvania equipped with a no trespassing sign
And harden the warm-blooded hearts of humans with my 
Treasure chest of ice cubes thriving in a tundra of darkness.

Though because of your perceptive perspective you knew
That exposure would disturb an already delicate equlibrium and
Like the negatives of your captured contrasts in compositions and snapshots
I'd be scorched by rays of sunshine just like my sentences which 
Tried to slice your soul but had still failed to stifle your recurring sentiments.

You noted that nonchalance didn't hide my seemingly stark nakedness
Saying I should stitch up my ribcage full of rage which had contributed
To the wreckage of the world and the decay of the universe
I didn't know you were my mysterious martyr masquerading as a photographer 
Who succeeded in dodging daggers and delivering me from destruction.

I read a book of self-revelation that night under a kerosene lamp and
Saturated my eyesight at dawn by staring at the skyline full of 
Hallucinatory images like a virtual kaleidoscope of color.

For the first time I didn't shield myself away from shifts in polar light
Which filtered through and resurrected the splintered fragments of my form and core.
I should have used the magnified map of your memory of me and
Travelled tomorrow's trail like hikers heading home long before. 
Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-07-23 12:48:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:26
Poem ID: 50226

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