The Grey Rooms Inside My Head

by Benjamin Neil (Aries) - Not entered

Title:
//The grey room inside my mind

In our towns
we sit alone
as I sit in my mind.

The rooms of grey
with doors of gold
silent with no decay.

Wooden floors, with darkened light
my eyes of grey and blue
I see each door in front of me
like pits of darkened doom.

Which one to go through.
which doors are safe
which doors are not allowed.

Because in my mind
I see the trees
each with wooden bars
there to hold me

I cannot run
I cannot hide
I try and try again
but as I do I fall back down
only to be renewed

I was once told to stop
building up my walls
the ones inside my head
the ones that prepare me to fall

But how can I stop
the pain I recieve
when pains my constant truth

Because in my space.
I sit alone and lookup
To see only myself look down.

By,
Benjamin E. Neil

Reason for writing:

    i wrote this poem, because when I close my eyes and dreams I see this world    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-07-23 22:35:09
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:26
Poem ID: 50228

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