I thought if I trusted you and was your friend, The drugs and lies, it would all end. I tried caring and even yelling at you, but nothing worked, nothing got through. I thought after everything that happened, you would finally see, You were hurting yourself and hurting me. I believed you when you said you were going to stop, I never thought you'd go over the top. I knew one day, it would be too late, I wouldn't be able to handle it, but there was nothing to do but wait. I din't know what to say when that day came, Maybe it to you was only a game. It wasn't like that I was more important to me, I thought you knew, why couldn't you see? As I walked down the corridor of the hospital that night, Someone rushed upon me and whispered, it will be all right. But everything wasn't okay, there was somthing wrong, I didn't understand why they were telling me to stay strong. I knew what I was going to say, I wished they would let me through so I could be on my way. With all the confussion that happened, I didn't kow what was going on, Then someone looked me in the eyes and said you were gone. I couldn't face them or anyone, All I could do was turn and run. I never got to tell you I love you or what I came to say. Why did you leave me, why couldn't you stay? Someone approached to say it was all better off this way, And that I'd see you again one sweet day. All I could do was sit there and cry, I couldn't take it that you had actually died. I prayed to God in a weeping tone, As I sat by myself, all alone. I longed to hear your voice and see your smile, Were you gone forever or just a little while? I prayed to God you'd come back to me, Besides, how long could forever possibly be?
Reason for writing:
I am writing this for my friend on to the computer. She wrote this because her ex-boyfriend (present friend), was really into a lot of really dangerous drugs and fell off a (I think it was a 30ft bridge) onto some railroad tracks and almost died. And she is describing the feelings that I expressed to her about how I felt when my best friend died about 5 and 1/2 years ago. Kind of a combination of reasons! She is my best friend in the whole world!
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