A cold rain…--MC How many times have I thought about you? I don't think I could count them Constantly in my thoughts, in my heart all times Your eyes, your touch, your silly ways sometimes You loved another, I still stood by your side Always had open arms for you, never betrayed your trust Cried broken hearted tears all over my pillow, Wiped them from my face with my sleeve… Sat in the window the other day looking at the rain.. Every drop seemed to come in slow motion, I could see if fall and land, spreading itself thin That's what I feel like I am doing, Spreading thin, trying to be something for everyone Wanting to just be loved again…at all. Maybe I failed myself, believing things were perfect Looking through the glass I see my life laid out A different mask for every occasion Someone new with every conversation My spirit feels tired and worn Turning away from the window, I see your picture It reminds me of childhood, when we were protected Safe from most harm and most evil… Realizing I don't know how to let you go Always wanting you in my life The thought of you makes me safe, But is there more than just a thought… Is there anything deeper than a few words here and there? I know I can't be with you, I do what I have to do to go on You can't save me, only I can…the thought scares me more than anything Angels watch over souls, crows keep them safe…when your heart is lost… Who is the nightwatchman of love?Birth sign: Not entered
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