In the beginning you didn't want me,
I was just a friend in your eyes.
I tried to act like you wanted one to be,
In hope that you would soon realize.
Time went by and your girl grew old,
you got out and found it quite easy to part.
You ignored her and treated her cold,
Then I came along and stole your heart.
We fell hard we were each others first love,
every night I prayed that God would let me keep you just one more day.
I felt you were sent to me directly from above,
I begged and prayed and hoped and wished that yo'd never go away.
As time went by many things went wrong,
We fought and argued way too much,
Then there was a possible other that came along,
but I still wanted to feel your sweet touch.
I was lost and confused within myself locked inside,
I tried to avoid the conflict by running and trying to hide.
The main reason I left you was not because I was tired of you,
but because I thought the other would treat me better than you.
Now I know nobody's to blame,
and trust me my hearts heavy with shame.
I apologize deeply for the way things turned out,
but I can't turn back I'm in love again and now I think this is what love's about.
I made a promise to you that I didn't keep,
I promised I'd love you for the rest of my life.
I accept my faults and the sorrows deep,
and believe me it's caused pain and strife.
But the past is gone yet the present is still alive,
I saw a pool of temptation and I took the dive.
I love life and I live for love,
it wasn't coincidence it came from above.
I'm happy now and I want you to be happy too,
In my life if you don't mind, I'd like you to take the place especially for you.
I love Kyle, we're perfect for each other,
I had to do this or I'd always wonder.
I hope you find the girl for you,
and I hope she treats you better than I do.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this during while all of that crap was going on. So actuallyit's a book. 1st: I thought I loved him, 2nd: For Patrick, and 3rd: I did love him....I've been through hell!!!
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