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by Bridgette *Cancer* - Not entered

What did I do,
to deserve all these tears?
I've been a good friend,
through sixteen long years.
I thought it was over,
'til I saw him tonight,
I'll never get over him,
I'll never win that fight.
When I seen the tears,
roll down his face,
my eyes clouded over,
my heart began to race.
For I knew at that moment,
that was the man I loved,
I know it in my heart,
the match was made in heaven above.
I can never reveal it,
cause my friend feels the same.
How could she do this?
I need someone to blame!
I know it's not right,
to be so mad and upset,
cause he's not mine to  begin with,
so why do I have so many tears I wept?
I lost him once,
never to be mine again.
But I can't help but wonder,
if things were different, what might have been.
I hope she knows,
how much love I feel,
and how hurt I am,
but I love him and always will.

Reason for writing:

    I was a fool trying to kid myself I was over my ex.  Then the night I realized I was crazy about him, my friend chose that night to reveal she liked him too.  But I can't help I like him, and only hope we will get back together.  I can't be happy until we are. 
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-08-10 17:41:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:29
Poem ID: 50384

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