left behind

by *sweetheart* - Not entered

so that is how it is, tonight i sleep alone,
not as in without you, but without love
talking to God as i lie silently,
but i can't touch him, and the rest is sadness
as all my happiness dissolves, as if never there,
you all pretended, acted as if you care
but now the desperation recedes, 
and you don't need me any more
my one friend who will be there in the end,
 but i can't converse with now
so i sleep alone, i wake alone,
i go about my days alone
the season changes, but poeple never do
they are all teh same it feels
and i cry to myself, where will i be tomorrow?
and the silence follow, answering my question.......alone....
Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-08-17 01:27:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:30
Poem ID: 50449

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