a bitterness trip

by Andy (Virgin) - Not entered

this one's gonna be about
sexxxxxxxxxx
and drugssssss
and viiioooolence
of which I know nothing
cause it's been 19 years now
and ain't no rockin'
and no one's knocking on my door
asking for a taste of me

and the fifth grade terror-run from Jose was the
most violence I've been a apart of
and I got inside before he caught me

so I'm left with drugs to cool me down
it's too cool to smoke pot
but I do it anyway
and I've seen shapes slide over my eyeballs
before because I swalllowed something
that makes you see things over your eyeballs

but when you do the math
(and I do)
you get:
no violence plus no sex plus few drugs equals a non-entity
someone without genuine pain
without real longing or desire
a non-artist 
trying his best to make something of his memories
you got me: forcing my life into a poem
that sparks with bitterness
and an general fuck you too attitude
dude, this ain't happenin'
so I'm ending it right....

Reason for writing:

    not sure    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-09-03 18:12:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:32
Poem ID: 50581

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