sitting here, feeling alone music my only solace my tears won't shed, b/c they have no reason to but my heart aches with all the things I have done being a doormat, being blind, being naive.. these are my crimes far too long, I just let it happen now turning things around, i feel no pleasure no pleasure in standing up for me just heartache for all the people i cared for those who cried on my shoulder at 3 am people who i loved, who claimed they loved me head pounds with thoughts time for dreaming is over reality kicks in...another headache ensues tears forming at the corners of my eyes now the room is looking blurry or is it clearer, now that I see how it all is the times i have stood by people, the friend i was maybe one day it will come back three-fold all the good deeds i have done chances are, i will be lonely good or bad, i would rather be lonely than have a thousand people in my life... who were just taking up space..
Reason for writing:
this is just how I feel right now...
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