I miss you, Grandma, a whole lot, I don't even know what to do.
I don't even know where to begin, except to ask why?.
Not only where you my grandma and second mother- you were my friend.
Now without you my world seems upside down, because you're not here to help me through.
I can't go on with my life, it feels too overwhelming to even imagine.
Until now, I've always had you to give me advice, now who will I turn to?
I'll never get over this though people say I will, I'll just learn to accept it and deal with it
But right now I can't do anything except think about you laying in the casket and wish you were back on earth.
I just want to wake up from this horrible dream and be able to talk to you again.
All I want is just one more day, an hour even, to tell you some things and say goodbye
Things I never got a chance to, I might have even taken for granted the fact that you were always a phone call a way.
I'm scared, Grandma, I need you to show me some sort of light, I feel lost.
I'm afraid I will forget little things like they way, you talked, smiled, and even chewed your gum.
I don't want to forget anything, I want to keep a vivid memory of everything about you.
I want to stay home with my mother and forget about all of the fighting I've done with school.
Grandma, just be my guardian angel and help me through the rest of my life until I am in heaven with you.
Reason for writing:
My Grandma died Sunday Sept.13, on Grandparents day. The same day my neice came home from the hospital from being born. Everything seems unreal, if you knew her you had to love her, and I miss her so much.
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