It's been a few days now. I've been trying to sleep, I've been trying not to think. I can't stop thinking of you though. It's so hard no longer having the person who meant everything to me to be there to share my life. You ask me why I ended it all But that answer I will have to keep looking for and I may never find. I was blind to let you go but I felt you could do so much better. I triied to be careful, I really did try. I didn't want to hurt you or me, But I think we were both to scared the truth would be spoken. I used to believe in love but I don't know if I can ever let someone near my heart again. And that girl? Who you said you fell in love with? I no longer think I'm her.
Reason for writing:
This is about breaking up with the first guy I really, really cared about. The reason why I broke up with him is not really one reason but mostly because I was afraid I'd cheat on him again. I regret breaking up with him becasue it's hard to stop caring for him and move on. Email me with comments on the poem please. Thanks.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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